I am so excited I just Can't Hide It!!!!!!!!!

I have the best news to tell you all, You might want to sit down for this lol! Starting weight 252, todays Weight 232, that is a WHOOPING 20 pounds! I am so excited, I feel great. I also ,this week full filled a goal of walking 5 miles. It was a huge accomplishment for me. It may be a while before I can do that again lol! It was a wonderful feeling when I made that last step, it was like a gush of pride came over me and for a special moment, I felt that inner skinny girl say YOU GOT THIS! I know I have a long ways to go, but I am happy that I am on the right track. Even though I don't have many followers 1 to be exact, THANK YOU LORI POTTER:) I want to keep writting my blog so I can go back and look at what I have accomplished and know how hard I worked to get where I AM going to get there! I will not give up, I will lose this weight! So far I have lost a 1 year old! Now to lose a 2 year old, that is my next goal 32 pounds by New Years!

On a Different note:
So I am about to throw a **** Fit. Hehe! Why is it when ever you are proud of yourself, someone wants to bring you down, I hate that. Can I not feel happy at all without some sort of stupid questions game. I have always been a girl with a mouth on her I am very sarcastic, it came with my personality! Maybe I have always used it as a defense mechanism against **** people who try to intimidate me. Well let me just say, I am not easily intimadated, I do not run away with my tail between my legs. I am a human hear me ROAR! I like a challenge I will work my hardest to acheive that goal, but I am human I do make mistakes, but some people seem to think that being human isn't an excuse for failure! I do not know why I have let this get under my skin which is usually as tough as shoe leather, but it has. I am tired of people always thinking I am going to fail because I am fat. I do have feelings and I am a smart person, my feelings are what got me hear obviously. I never have an never will think I know more than anyone else or that I have been through anything you will never go through. Everyone learns from experience, You have to make mistakes to know how to be right. No one is perfect, we are all perfectly unperfected! I know I have flaws and it may take me 5 years to get to where I wanna be, but I will get there. Not because you said I wouldn't but because I said I Would! So instead of heading my way with your Bad **** Mood, and Your Intimdating Attitude towards Fluffy Girls, Take a Freakin U TURN!
Melanie