Hello October!

I can't believe it is already October, I have been walking every morning and love it, but out of nowhere it goes from 60 degrees to 30 degrees in the mornings, I think I will need to wait til 10ish to walk, it was freezing thins morning. Well back to the subject of weighing in, I weighed in on October 1st at 228, I was so excited to be in the 20's. I take my measurements on the 1st of every month and the difference it showed was awesome. My rings are looser my clothes are looser, I feel better. I have lost a total of 24 pounds and the goal for this month is to get to the teens! 219! So I am bound and determined that I can and will be successful.

I am so excited I just Can't Hide It!!!!!!!!!

I have the best news to tell you all, You might want to sit down for this lol! Starting weight 252, todays Weight 232, that is a WHOOPING 20 pounds! I am so excited, I feel great. I also ,this week full filled a goal of walking 5 miles. It was a huge accomplishment for me. It may be a while before I can do that again lol! It was a wonderful feeling when I made that last step, it was like a gush of pride came over me and for a special moment, I felt that inner skinny girl say YOU GOT THIS! I know I have a long ways to go, but I am happy that I am on the right track. Even though I don't have many followers 1 to be exact, THANK YOU LORI POTTER:) I want to keep writting my blog so I can go back and look at what I have accomplished and know how hard I worked to get where I AM going to get there! I will not give up, I will lose this weight! So far I have lost a 1 year old! Now to lose a 2 year old, that is my next goal 32 pounds by New Years!

On a Different note:
So I am about to throw a **** Fit. Hehe! Why is it when ever you are proud of yourself, someone wants to bring you down, I hate that. Can I not feel happy at all without some sort of stupid questions game. I have always been a girl with a mouth on her I am very sarcastic, it came with my personality! Maybe I have always used it as a defense mechanism against **** people who try to intimidate me. Well let me just say, I am not easily intimadated, I do not run away with my tail between my legs. I am a human hear me ROAR! I like a challenge I will work my hardest to acheive that goal, but I am human I do make mistakes, but some people seem to think that being human isn't an excuse for failure! I do not know why I have let this get under my skin which is usually as tough as shoe leather, but it has. I am tired of people always thinking I am going to fail because I am fat. I do have feelings and I am a smart person, my feelings are what got me hear obviously. I never have an never will think I know more than anyone else or that I have been through anything you will never go through. Everyone learns from experience, You have to make mistakes to know how to be right. No one is perfect, we are all perfectly unperfected! I know I have flaws and it may take me 5 years to get to where I wanna be, but I will get there. Not because you said I wouldn't but because I said I Would! So instead of heading my way with your Bad **** Mood, and Your Intimdating Attitude towards Fluffy Girls, Take a Freakin U TURN!
Melanie

5 lbs of Fat

This is what 5 pounds of fat looks like I know I feel better since I have lost 3 of these 3 more pounds til I will have lost 4 of them. It is scary to see a visual of said fat.

Weigh Post September 15th

Well I am weighing in a day early this time. But I am down to 235, that is a total of  17 pounds, I have been walking, my hinny off lol! I have worked up to 4 miles, but normally do 2 or 3. I am really enjoying walking. It gives me so much peace. Well I am a bit busy today so we will catch up later..

Weight Post.. September 4th 2011

This is just an update this week I weighed in at 238. I am so proud of myself. Down 14 pounds.

Update on Weight..

I weighed in on Tuesday at 242, A total weight loss of 10 pounds... Very happy, now to just keep going so I can reach my goal of 40 pounds before Christmas, maybe if I keep up the good work I can lose 50 by then If I was under 200 pounds by January 1st I would be so happy...  I have been eating 29 points a day but decided that maybe I was not eating enough so I went up to 33 and when I get down 10 more I will go to 32 and so on... Well there is my update... Thank you..

New Favorite dessert recipe Weight Watchers approved.

Any flavor cake mix
Any flavor Diet Soda
Mix together do not add anything but the diet soda, put in 13x9 baking dish cook on what cake box says.
If you want to spice up with some icing use different flavors of Sugar free jello, This dessert is 4 pts for a Huge piece.. And who said we couldn't eat our cake too...
So far my favorite has been Devil's Chocolate Cake with Diet Dr. Pepper, and Vanilla SF pudding.
My girls love yellow cake with Diet Rootbeer.

By the way I have eatin this several times over the last 4 weeks and have still lost 10 pounds so kudos, to my friends at Hungrygirl.com

Schedules.. Follow up on Me..

So School has officially started and my schedule went from Not to A lot. So now that I am busy 5 days a week, I don't have a whole lot of time. It is really hard to keep up with every ones everything.  Anyway I am still on my Life style change, I have been on it 3 weeks and lost 8 pounds I feel like I try so hard I stick right to it no cheating, Water only! Weight watchers meals! Chicken and veggies! I walk and exercise. I have a problem with weighing myself everyday, but that is just more incentive to try harder if the numbers don't look good right. I don't know sometimes it feels like a big smack in the face. I do feel better though healthier and more energetic. I just have goals big Goals, and I want to reach this one Bad. I always give up every diet I give up on, I am not giving up on this one. Not even for holidays this year. My Internet research says 40 weeks that's how long it takes to make a baby. So if you can have a baby in 9 months I should be able to reach my goal of dropping 80 pounds. So I keep on truckin on. Some days are better than others, but I know I can do it if I just keep it up find my balance... There is hope. I found that if I schedule everything it is a lot easier to follow so I do, from appointments to eating. 
Weighing in today at 244.